Have You Told Her How You Feel?

Have you told her how you feel ?

I hate this question.
The answer is
No.

I haven't told her how I feel.

I don't trust my feelings.

Why is it so important that I have to tell her my feelings ?
Isn't it  too early ?
Or Is it too late ?

Will somebody tell me?

I dont trust the volatility of my feelings(or hers).

Sometimes I'm a lusty animal,
and sometimes I feel like worshipping her.
Sometimes I hate her,
and sometimes I just don't care.

There's a constant circus in my pants.
but that's just my head playing mind games with me.

So , have I told her how I feel ?

No.

Not really.

Frankly speaking, I don't know how I feel.