Repulsion /Closeted Secrets

Repulsion:

I. once . hated. myself. deeply .so. deeply .that . now . I .grudgingly
.admit .it. as. I. haltingly. type. this. sentence.

What. I. hated .about. myself . I'm. no .longer .sure .now . but .I. worked
.SO. hard .on .myself .erasing. my. past . recreating. myself. that. now .I
.NO .longer. recognize .myself .in .the .mirror.



Closeted Secrets:

I'm finally coming out of the closet.

Yes, I'm an atheist.

(Sorry mom.

Well, at least I'm not an art student or gay

or both!)

(Not that it's bad to be both)

But

With no god , who do I turn to for answers ?

Will I find them buried deep within me ?

Where do I start digging ?

?

?

?

!


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