Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Tengo Hambre

At first it gnaws fiercely inside.
That is to be expected,
but soon hunger gives up and keeps quiet without raising its hackles.

It shows up later,
as frequent headaches,


a persistent brain fog,
but you don't see it creep up,
somewhat like the myopia.

Myopia...

Until that day you could read well, 
but then all you could remember was the headaches 


that went away with a visit to the optometrist

Oh!,that's just your eyes 
he says and slaps on a pair of glasses 
and expects your headaches to disappear.



You don't remember your vision steadily declining, 
and as far as you knew it was always fine, 
and then bam! Just like that
you begin to see fuzzyblurry words 
and the more you try to focus


the worse your headache gets.

Back to Hunger...

Water seems to quell hunger...

A fantastic,perhaps grotesque idea
but what if all the hunger in the world could be quelled by water.



It would be temporary,
just like hunger quelled by food,
so there would be no difference.

Now all we had to do was provide clean water
and pray for world peace.



As one gets used to hunger,
it loses its bite 
and after a while,
and with enough water 
one can ignore it, 
and every now and then 
let it nibble inside,and gnaw


and rest for a while,and gnaw again

In Spanish, they say 'tengo hambre'...I have hunger.
It is not the same as in English.
In English you say 'I am hungry'...


Other European languages somehow capture the truth 
when they claim 'I have hunger'

Where do you have hunger,
is it In you,On you or Over you , 
dangling like a proverbial sword of Damocles?



Do you have hunger or does it have you?

'Tengo hambre'...repeat the mantra...I have hunger.

It is in me.
It makes me sleepy,forgetful and irritable.


It makes me cranky,grouchy,sombre.

But it's a well matched fight.
And I still have hunger 
but it does not have me.

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