Do not try to get into a woman's head. I've done so and I've wasted countless time in the process. Women are meant to be loved, not understood. If you understand them, you can never love them. So choose to love them; it's a happier life than that of a dried up philosopher.
This is what happened to me.
I remember the exact moment I fell out of love.
It was when I finally figured her out.I never thought it was possible , but I saw through her defenses.I had finally cracked the puzzle , opened the gordian knot, found what she was actually made of , what she wanted , what she didn't - the truth and not the lies that she fed herself and others.They were primal needs and desires masked by layers of sophistication, but the layers were all peeled away.
In doing so , the spell broke and I came out of the thrall, and I saw her for who she really was.She was no longer as beautiful as I told her she was, not as smart as I thought she was, no longer sexy.
In other words she was no longer worth pursuing.And so I stopped.
I was disappointed in myself , because she really had not changed.She remained the same.It was my perception that had infinitely changed.I could now quantify and predict her actions and reactions passively like a teacher dissecting and frog and observing its innards.
In the end , I had failed myself by falling out of love once again.
Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simpler, but much less magical. - Trey Parker and Matt Stone.
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