Its been a week since I've come home now.
I've been spending most of my time avoiding all possible human contact, watching too much telivision and turning my brain into mush,taking long walks with my dog while drowining myself in alternative rock, nuzzling my cats soft furry belly and practising the art of losing myself in the realm of written words.
My currrent poison:Enchantress Of Florence by Salman Rushdie...a world where machiavelli and akbar are seduced by Qara Koz, Lady Black Eyes, a world where imaginary queens reign over the hearts of kings and where art and the artist meld and where lady love is as fickle as she must be ...I am sipping at it , slowly , and then rereading passages , and chewing on the sentences and roasting them in my head...Mmmm...I can taste the words...Can you ?
I know I haven't called you.You deserve much better.
I'm just not ready to face you .
I'm not ready to face humanity , and what it requires(and what it lacks )
I'm just not ready...
Hope you can understand.
Sounds a lot like my past 3 months at Mangalore, unfortunately with work now its next to impossible finding such free time
ReplyDeletenot ready for wat?
ReplyDeleteJust not ready for real human interaction...
ReplyDeleteNice being able to do just that sometimes. Should be called mental cleansing. When you avoid all human contact you prevent additional mental pollution, infection, negative influences, etc... Some people go into meditation.
ReplyDeletehuman interaction can really be exhausting.. but aw c'mon.. it's fun.
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Deep Inside-
ReplyDeleteI would change myself if I could
I'd walk with my own people if I could find them,
And I would say that I'm sorry to you,
I'm sorry to you, but I don't want to call you,
But then I want to call you cause I don't want to crush you,
But I feel like crushing you and it's true
koi tane mare hai ka??...;) aise devdas jaise kyon baat kar raha hai??kya hua??apne hybernation se nikalne wala hai ki nahii??
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